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'Faking it'.

Heart 27 October 2012
I fake things, we all fake things. Things such as smiles, being grown up, that we care about what he said she said he said. There are also things I do not fake, being ill is one of them!! I don’t know why people think that this is something I would fake. Recently I’ve found out that some body from my old job...

Stairs and Stares

Heart 23 September 2012
Its always awkward starting a new job, Uni or college, or in fact just meeting a new lot of people that you’re going to spend a lot of time with. I always find it a little awkward at any time so, throw in a long walk, hill or stairs and normally I just want to leave. People react differently, some don’t let it...

The Biggest Compliment.

Heart 06 September 2012
A new guy started at my work this week and we were talking about stuff and life and something came up about me being old and tired (a running joke at work) and that I need to go and nap before I went out that evening. Somehow the conversation went to me being ill and he looked at me unsure if I was...

It' all Jokes and Lolz.

Heart 09 August 2012
Jokes, Lolz and Completely inappropriate! I think its fair to say that when it comes to my health I should be a bit more serious, I don’t mean practically, I take my meds, get the bus avoid hills etc. I mean when it comes to discussing it. You see I joke about, it makes things less scary, my family and closest friends joke...

Scaredy cat

Heart 25 July 2012
Sometimes I write out a whole post, read it back to myself and then spend a few days debating if I can post it. Normally this is mood dependant, this week I am being wimpy and have written 2 things out which are now saved on my pc until I’m feeling brave. So for now I have a picture of a cat, my...

Saturday, with an added Spinach flail.

Heart 14 July 2012
I haven’t managed to make Iron infused cake (yet!) but I have had a wail of a time making Iron filled dinners and taking my new amazing liquid iron stuff and now its become a bit of a running joke between my friends and I. Last week I tried the Iron tablets, however tablets and I don’t get on and these didn't even...

New Tablets!!

Heart 06 July 2012
News just in; Serious iron deficiency anaemia is my new thing. Bad news: more (brown) tablets. Good news: Red meat ahoy!!! Show me the steak!!! Eugh. Wonder if I can make Iron infused cake??? ...

The magic of rainbow cake

Heart 30 June 2012
When life gets me down and I get annoyed about the things I can’t do for whatever reason its always good to remind yourself of what you can do, and I can bake! I’m pretty proud of these: ...

My New Doctor

Heart 26 June 2012
Recently I have had to pay my local hospital a few visits, normally I don’t bother and I always head up to London to see Mr Consultant. However a few months ago I found myself at my GP’s and then referred to the Local hospital and it was then that it was realised there are absolutely no notes of mine there anymore, they...

Young and Reckless, Young and Breathless.

Heart 14 June 2012
Recently I heard the words I needed to hear but until he said them I didn't  realise I needed them.  Sometimes I get all ‘bloody minded’, I do things that might make me ill, I don’t always take my medicine, keep walking when I know I should stop and go out when I should get some sleep and I have my reasons, from...